miranda72380
Where do I start? Ever since the fourth grade I have been a big girl. Even at my fittest I was a healthy size 14. Long story short, after 2 kids , a lot of stress, and bad nutrition choices I have ballooned out of control. I have been trying to find my way out for years and I now know that I can't do it on my own. I am not as social as I once was. I still make people laugh, but I feel as if a part of me is empty. Huh, I just had a breakthrough! I eat to fill that emptiness. Man, this is so hard to admit, but I am not happy. I walk around with a smile, but on the inside I am pouring out buckets of tears and drowning. I have to do something fast before it's too late and I don't get to see my precious children reach those important milestones in their lives. Sure, Diabetes and heart disease is inevitable if I don't act now. I pray every night that I wake in the morning for my kids. My kids are reason enough for me to go through this journey and make these drastic life style changes.
