N0Smiles
In wonder
Sep 07, 2011
So I am 2 days away from my orientation..Guess you can say I'am nervous..I have been reading the stories on here and watching the videos seeing the before and after photos and I cannot wait for that to be me..I'am not sure if you can really mentally prepare yourself for what you are about to get into..
For example I use to be a heavy coke drinker..I went from 12 cans a day to anywhere between 2-4 a day;to knowing that I can never drink it again..Yet we all know that I will eventually try,just like most or all have tried something that they love(d)..
I'am in such wonder about everything how I'am going to look and feel..It has been so long since I looked in a mirror and just smiled at myself,to be happy at what I see looking back at me..In my younger days up until I was pregnant I loved being in pictures,now I'am on the other side of the camera..Those who take pictures of me by chance ask why I don't smile??My answer "would you if you look like me?"
11 years of being overweight and I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel..!!
