N0Smiles
Update
Nov 12, 2011
Ok so here is an update..As of April I put on 5 ibs yup hitting a new mark of 314 ibs..I got so discouraged that I cried in public and I am the type who prefers to cry alone..He looked at my food journals and agrees that they are fine on what I am eating but instead of consuming 2000 calories to go with 1500 and see if that helps at all,if not to just wait and what the Nutrionist has to say..I have reached the ending of my rope the same rope I just want to hang myself with..I know this is wrong of me but I have not eaten since breakfast Thursday..I keep drinking the water..I do not want to gain anymore weight,I am sooooooooo tired of being the fat one..
Where is God??Does he not see that this weight is the death of me??Help me!!!!
