Aches,Pains, and Hospital Stays

Oct 12, 2010

Well I spent the last week and a half in the hospital for an asthma attack that was just too outrageous! My stay in the hospital left my body so sore its hard to sleep or even sit still... My chest hurts, my shoulders hurt, back and even places I never thought would hurt. lol..... 

   I didn't want to be in the hospital anyways I just thought they would give me a couple Nebulizer treatments and send me on my way, they gave me some treatments and nothing was clearing it up. Thats what you call a damn shame! So I get admitted the weigh me and I find out the harsh reality that I had gained 40lbs in like 3 months....YIKES... I'm 470 big super sized mammoth pounds.... You know what it didnt even make me cry I kind of figured as much. The thing that really broke my spirit was how the nurses talked to me. Ok yes I'm a big girl and hygene should be high on every big persons priority, but when it was hella out in the hospital room...I'm sweating all night trying to sleep I'm going to be a little funky in the morning! Mind you they need a Dr's order to let you shower.... But for a NA (Nurses Assistant) to come out of her mouth and tell me I stink and you can smell me in the hallway when I ask if I can get somethings to wash up with is completely uncalled for!!!! Don't they teach you etiquette  in Nursing school???? That should be like a number one rule or something like that, She had me in tears I sat in the bathroom for an hour washing because I felt so nasty... and Cried 30 mins of that hour. Top it all off a Nurse not a NA or a CNA an actual RN had the nerve to say " I know your not happy being fat. Who could possibly be happy" Actually Bitch I am happy! It took me a long time to get happy and now that I got sick a few times I need to change being fat and try to love the idea of me being thin. Man I have to start my whole way of thinking over.... not just the way I eat....BUt How I see myself.

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