Officially 1 Week Post OP

Sep 11, 2013

Sooo  the Day of Surgery I was dropped off at the hospital bright and early 8am.
NERVOUS!!! wasnt the World.. So Many Mixed Emotions.
Surgery, My Sons Very first Day of Preschool riding the School Bus, Not being at Work
Just Everything... Got called in and everything fell into Place
Definitely wasnt nothing I should of been Freakin Out about.
Surgery was Schedualed at 10am. When I woke up though....
WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOSH I HURT!!!!
Day 1...  After Surgery alls I was thinking why?!?! why did I do this to myself?!?! &you want me to walk around the Floor
Day 2...  SERIOUSLY you want me stay Awake!!! I Hurt let me SLEEP, lol WHY AM I FEELING HUNGRY??
Day 3...  OMG REALLY?? Why cant MEN get their PERIOD!!!! FINALLY HOME
Day 4...  UGH SLEEP!! Yeah Right, up every 1-2hrs PAIN, Cant get Comfortable ONE Bit!!!
Day 5...  Little Better SLOWLY, But still trying to not to take the Pain Meds, GROSS Liquid EWWWY
Day 6...   Think I over did it 10# limit Im definitely not used too... SLEEP I HURT SOO BADLY
Day 7...   Hmm Today Not so Bad, I can actually Stand it and say its not Painful. Tried some Honey Greek Yogurt 6tsp & Tuna w/  Light Mayo 6tsp, SOO NERVOUS I chewed until I couldnt Chew no more, lol... Just tried some moist chicken (.8oz) and chewed until there was nothing left to it, so far okay, but seriously forgetting to drink my water and not getting nearly enough protein.. I feel silly but I am watching the clock timing 2 minutes between every bite and the 1/2hr before and after to a T just afraid that its not going to work....

Honestly my BIGGEST FEAR is not losing weight and this was a huge failure, I know on stage 2 is said chicken salad with light mayo but i wasnt feeling the mayo so i am hoping that im not going to screw this up. I am having a hard time getting my water in and the protein I cant do the shakes they are making me sick so i started the carnation instant breakfast with 1% bc my mom accident bought that instead of skim... they are going down good so I hope its a start... So Tonight is a Week 1 picture not sure if I am going to bother post it but I am going to take Weeking Shots to keep myself Grounded and Remind me of Why I started this Jouney. Thanks To EveryOne who has Asked how Ive Been it means Alot

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