What's up with the Depression?

Feb 24, 2009

Am I the only one that battles depression? I wondered if it was because I am trying to stop taking this pain medication. I haven't had any medication since yesterday. All day I've been in this funk. I am trying to get my body ready to go back to work this weekend. Of course it could be a multitude of things. Finances...bills piling up, missing foods.  I've been feeling real "homesick" too lately. I just want to pack everything up and move back to where I grew up. Even though I can't eat that much at a time I still think about food and miss it. I realize that I have a serious problem and addiction to food. It is worse than the addiction that I had to cigarettes (I quit that in 2004). I still am having dreams about food and keep dreaming that I am eating or drinking something that is totally sabatoging my surgery. I hope everyone else is doing well. I am hoping these feelings will pass. I take anti-depressants. I hope they are doing the job they are supposed to do. Well, I am looking forward to a less "psycho" feeling day tomorrow!

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