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I feel like crap. I wake up, try to stuff breakfast down my throat, lay down (maybe nap) stuff lunch then dinner sleep and do it all again the next day! I look a mess I want to wash my hair, do my nails, toes EYEBROWS!!! I just feel so icky. Not to discourage anyone from having this surgery... Kind of hard after saying all of that. (lol) Weight Loss wise i have lost 30 pounds since my initial consultation. 20 since the surgery and this is all in a week and a half. So statistically I'm doing great. But i miss going out with friends, socializing, SLEEPING ON MY SIDE AND STOMACH!!!! Geez. Idk.. I just feel like my "Hell WEEK" has progressed into two, and seems like it might stick around for a third. I just want my life back. Till next time peeps..... Be good 

Hear Ye... Hear Ye.. I HAVE BEEN APPROVED!!! Yes. You read correctly... I HAVE BEEN AAAAPPPPRRROOOVVVEEEDDD!!! WORDS CAN NOT EXPRESS MY JOY!! Omg I had so many doubts. I promised myself I will wait until Friday and call. I keep my promise, I called UHC and after a delightful convo the Care Coordinator infomed me that I was APPROVED! (I just Love saying it!) May 24th my life will be changing!

Hello Everyone. Only update I have is that my insurance claim was sent out. I received a denial letter from Aetna which I'm not surprised. Aetna is not my primary insurer AND they do not cover the surgery.  So I'm just waiting for UHC. For some reason I cant get excited about the surgery. Insurance haven't given their okay, Until they do, I just cant see this thing happening. I really don't think they should give out dates until they receive approval. That's just messing with peoples emotions!!! Any who. Let me stop ranting. You'll receive an update when I do! Till Next Time... PRAY FOR ME LOL!!  

I HAVE A DATE!!!! My life will change on May 24th 2010!! OMG I'm so excited and Bloody TERRIFIED! LOL I'm sorry it took me so long to update. I went to my 2nd. consultation on April 28th. All my pre-ops were completed, My parents came in the room with me (felt kind special all warm and fuzzy!) Everything went Great.... Until i was informed that the Office manager (The lady who does the surgery scheduling) was not in today OF COURSE! So.. I had to call the next day for a date. I tried my best not to think about it. Finally she came to work at about 10:30 and i got my date! MAY 24!!! WHOOOO HOOO I cant get over it! Its like 3 weeks away! This is amazing! So on another note I informed a couple of my friends. I received awkward reviews, The one who I thought would have been happy for me is scared, And saying she likes the big me and cant imagine me at a size 6 with a big head (After I informed her that I was NOT Star Jones...)  I told her Ill be okay and well go through it together. Now on to my sister.. Who again, Doesn't really want me to have it, Told me that she needs to get on the ball and get fit b/c im trying to be cuter than her. ("joking" of course) She seriously went out and bought DIET PILLS!! Let me give you some insight... My sister weighs about 145 pounds and has been that way and smaller ever since I was.. no matter of fact SHE was born! She has no idea what I go through. And im a little upset to find out that she thinks this is all a competition! I cant fit in every seat.. airplane.. roller coaster... Damn near anywhere and you think this is all about being cute! She goes.. "You don't know how many peoples lives your changing with this surgery" Not to be selfish but &*@# everybody else. THIS IS FOR ME!! ME!!! Ughhhh I'm sorry to sound so disgusting but I had to let it out. Even if its just here. But that will not ruin my day.. (whooo saaa) I have a DATE! I'm excited... And that's how I will end this post.. Thanx for listening. Love You guys. Till Next time.

After waiting FOREVER for the psychologist to send his evaluation over... I finally have a 2nd consultation date. This is where the surgeon goes through the evaluations and tell you if your qualified for the surgery. You get a date.. and get ready for the insurance! Im pretty excited about this appointment. This surgery is actually starting to feel real. I read everyone elses profile and it feels surreal like it cant happen to you. But I think its starting to kick in! I cant even express how i will feel when insurance approves me (talk it to reality!) Anywho.. Let me stop rambling. Till next time my Beautiful People... Be Good!

First off.. My computer is back up and running... Shout outs to my knew peeps!!! Welcome!!! LOL. Sooo today at April 5th 12:50pm I am official complete with all Specialized tests! Thank GOODNESS! I went to the Endocrinollgist and had a metabolism test.. Turns out that my metabolism is fine... LMAO!! Ive been using that "Im over weight because my metabolism is slow" So much for that lie! So now on to my 2nd consultation. I cant WAIT! Im feeling pretty good today. Its nice outside. I put on a nice outfit. So much better that I felt this weekend. Usually on days like this i like to go shopping. But I know it will just be a waste. And for some reason i cant bring myself to buy smaller clothes. IDK? Enough with my rant. Im gonna go enjoy this awesome weather and go to class! Till Next time my Beautiful peeps... Be GOOD!

Today was a little rough... I went to see the Nutritionist, had an Endoscopy, and a Psych Evalutation all in one day! Who told me to do that! To all the people who have had and Endoscopy done before knows that the LAST thing you want to do is talk about your life and weight after being under anestesia!!! Burr. But anywho I got 5 down 1 more to go on the 7th then im done! Time for second eval then off to the insurance company. Alrighty my beautiful peeps... Im about to go wrap my hair and off to make LUUUUVVVV to my pillow (sleep. lol) Till next time. Be Good! p.s. My comp is down. So ive been updating on my phone. So to the awesome peeps who comment and friend requested im not ignoring you. I see the requests and message but i cant accept them. Bear with me! Till another Next Time!!

Sleep Study..... That mother effin sleep study was THE WORST night of my life! I had wires everywhere. I couldnt move, and couldnt sleep on my stomach which was the damn worse part of it all. The stomach is my sweet spot.. I fall straight asleep! It was lights out at 11 i fell asleep around 1-2ish, tossing and turning all night. The tech woke me up at 5 went home, slept (forreal) and back to the same place for a 2pm Stress Test. I wish somebody could have informed me how much that damn Heart Sonogram hurt!!! That lab tech was juking (yes i do mean juking)me in the chest and under my boob for good pics of my heart. I wanted to scream! Anywho I was busy today.. Im mad tired! Sooo on to the next one.. I got a appt with a Nutritionist, Endocrinologist and Psychologist on Thursday.. Hope all goes well! Until Next Time my Beautiful Peoples.... Be Good!

So im currently in the required sleep study. I have every inch of my body tape with a wire on the other end!! I cant even compare this to another feeling... Burr. I will write more when I leave tomorrow!

Alrighty my Young beautiful peeps... I scheduled all my appts. My last one will be on April 7th then on to the next thing which is my second consultation with my surgeon. I know this is only the second day in but things seem to be moving along swiftly. I expected all those appt to carry on until like May.. JUNE even! So im happy! Off to class. Be Good... Tootles!