Dec 7 - 84 Pounds

Dec 07, 2011

ok, so I am living my life 84 pounds lighter.  Do I take it for granted, no way.
Is it still work, you bet.
Do I pinch myself every day - yup.

It is kinda weird in that I don't really remember the before me. It feels like this has been me forever, yet it hasn't.
I have transitioned very well and feel great.  I am still cautious about the food I choose to eat, yes, choose is the key word.
People who think this is magic and don't have to work, have not had enough mind work prior to this.

I am so greatful that the Guelph clinic denied me a couple of times so that I could get my head in order first.
Having spent that time with Dorothy at the EAP helped me to prepare so that this will be my success.

Have I fallen, sure I have. Ate a hand ful of chips, do I like them - nope.

I love my looks and cannot stop looking at myself.  Sometimes I think I am too thin as now the skin just hangs and that is unsightly.  I like the way I look in the clothes,out of clothes is something else.  Maybe one day, I can afford plastic sugery, but for now, this will do. 

So for now this is me and hopefully for many more years !!!  Yay to me and to my hard work and to liking myself. 

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