Cheryl, Honey you are so pretty.Don't let that jerk of a guy hurt you like this.He really isn't worth it.And as far as feeling you should go back to your ex,DON'T!!Never settle for second best.Right now your sad and lonely,but there is someone out there just for you who will love you no matter what size you are.Keep your chin up,your day is coming!1I wish you the very best and may God richly bless you .Love in Christ,Lora Lee