Cheryl,
I had my surgery on 7/30 and I have to say I know EXACATLY where you are coming from. I had gotten to the point of not even wanting to get out of bed. Then one day, out of the clear blue, when I was 19 days post op.. I got up, figuring it would be the same kind of day and WOW it wasn't. I finally started to feel better. I am exacatly one month out today and I am doing 100X better. Still learning, but the depression and exhaustion finally went away. My dr. and nutritionist both said that this is the way it normally works, one day soon you will wake up and everything will be so much better. It will happen soon, trust me. And once it does recovery really seems to go so much faster. I don't know if it was concidental or not, but I also felt better after finishing up my Reglan. I don't know if you are taking that but if you are, ask the dr. if you can stop and see if that makes a differrence.
Keep you faith! It does get better.
You will be in my prayers :)
Tami