Home alone

Jul 04, 2011

Hi all I am home this is the first time in years Ive ever been home on the fourth of July well i am in grad school so i am home doing my homework.  boo hoo for me right not lol.  My son is out hanging with his friends which is what a almost 21 yr old should be doing right.  yes bur a part of me is missing him but i know i need to let him go and be with his peers and friends.  It is so nice to have a great child he is my world and now i know what true love is it unconditional and so kind.  enough now of the mess stuff David's been calling me like crazy to day I talked to him 2 third time i had to tell him I'm busy doing homework.  We are meeting up in NYC to hang out on my birthday I know I will have fun with him.  He offered to take me to Central park for a run in two weeks he added walking in there too.  But girls I have to tell you this 27 yr old has an amazing body and when we talk we talk about working out and he is so encouraging to boot.  Today ladies I ran on the treadmill for 30 Min's and did 30 Min's of walking too I felt awesome I never thought in a million years I would love the gym its my life. 
Today I did better eat ting had coffee, protein shake which i made and ice pops and popcorn OK not perfect but it's all i wanted.  I miss Dre that's the trucker he told me last night he never dated a woman over 200 lbs that's when it hit me I felt instantly fat again but he then went on to tell me how much he like me and that he should of never had a rule.  Mind you we still have not have sex he is 350lbs so i was thinking how dare he but then again we all have our preferences.  I never been into heavy men myself.  Bot girls he makes me feel so safe when I m with him.  He told me he is not ready to commit however he also told me to do me so that is what am doing dating seeing what out there but it is not in my comfort zone but sister girl is having so much fun.  Its so nice to be treated like a lady and having safe fun. No lover yet but I m learning to take it slow get to know a man first.  I was married for 20 yrs and how i meet my ex  was at the lib ray through a mutual friend and he moved in with me the same day which I told Dre.  He thought I was joking but it is true  love and lust at first sight plus i was 21.  So ladies I am having so much fun now I must get caught up with my graduate class I hear the fire works and miss my son so now I am going to call my teddy bear Dre and talk I miss him too.  Be blessed Sister girl out....

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