Life craziness

Aug 09, 2011

Hi everyone it's been some time since I've been on the site wow life is so crazy right now.  i am dating (sexing) a old childhood friend he is a tall man and old friend.  But enough about him it's crazy in my world right not still in grad school but on line this semester.  I am down to 248 wow weeee I am just getting back from visiting Cornell and Canada (for the weekend) for my son he is graduating from college 2012 and applying to become Vet doctor.  I am so happy I started getting this weight off my engo said 200 lbs will be good for me I say no I want 180lbs half of what  I was last year. 
Well the trucker is still on the road and the other guy we are on chill he pissed me off when he did not go on the boat ride after I brought the tickets trying to treat him special as he did towards me.  So we had few words and I told him I can not do this even thought now I am missing him.  I text-ed him today to say hi but so far no response. 
When I got back from Canada right away I showered changed my clothes and went to my can I call him boyfriend no he just got out of relationship with a gf of 4yrs but I living for today and enjoying what ever this is.  He and I will define it he asked me if I would still see him if he went back to her I had no answer.  I am living for this moment I visited my husband on 8/1/11.  I stayed the night with him and the sex was good but I am no longer in love with him.  I know understand how people say they love there ex but no long in-love with him.  It's sad but life goes on and I am still his friend for life he gave me our son.  But back to sex it is so great now that I am I am 110 lbs off my body I can't wait until this last 50 lbs to 70lbs and my tummy tuck.  He is supportive but in a friendship kind of way. 
I went to NYC yesterday afternoon with a girlfriend she went to see a plastic surgeon Dr. Micheal Jones and she is getting butt job done I think this month.  I told her I would be there for her since she wants the surgery.   Life is good right now I am going to a party this fridays and saturday new group of friends meeting for the first time.  I been having an awesome summer a new lover (old lover), hanging with friends and traveling life is good....Be blessed  Ps you guys can leave a comment or two darn....lol

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