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Jan 18, 2010

I have been so stressed out lately! If it wasnt for the gym, then I know I would be as big as a house... I am scheduled to go for my second fill but the 200 cost is killing me!!!! I am going to go and just pray they make an error in billing LOL... I am almost down 40 lbs and my 16 jeans are fitting loosely... although the numbers on the scale keep fluctuating, I think that I am losing inches.  This insurance mess has me a MESS lol, and Im stressing... I often start to cry because I feel like I got this surgery for nothing, because Im telling you guys... I am busting my ASS in the gym, and often go to bed early lol so thaT I wont succumb to my hunger... lol waking up in the morning and being able to see my "GOODS" is all worth it though!!!! LMBO! Anyways... I feel like I have been neglecting my OH page...but just been busy... I was looking at the pics I posted and am pleased with my "shape" *smile*  although I do have a pic on here which I look thinner but I was actually 10 lbs heavier... camera definitely does wonders! OHHHH Great news... as I stated above, I am in a size 16 jeans... which fit comfortably... all my 18s are just a wreck LOL... BUT I GOT A MEDIUM SHIRT FROM NY AND COMPANY... it does kinda run bug but even so if I could get a large from there, Id be grateful!!!! So... as I look over this I am blabbing... but thats ok first thoughs are always the truthful ones... Ill let you know how tomorrow goes...

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