I am sure you look fab!!!! If you want you can email the pic to me, it seems to be the only way I get the new pics. All I see are the old ones!!! I call it internet pugatory!! LOL! Wendy

Thank you Pam for the support. You are so right about the physical problems with bulemia. That is one reason I am trying so hard to get over it. Also, the guilt of it is really bad because my sister was bulemic and I RODE her ass over it years ago and now here I am repeating behavior I know is unacceptable. I have done well with it lately though and I am also working on a spending habit that I have had a problem with for years! I am having to learn to budget now and that is hard for me as I have always just spent what I wanted. It is a learning experience for me all the way around. I wondered how you felt long term about the plastics. I want to later have my arms boobs and inner thighs done, but I was worried about the scarring etc. But I guess either way I am scarred with all this hanging skin anyway. I am lucky that I can hide it under clothes so easily! You too have been a good friend to me Pam and I have been lucky to have met you guys and had this board to lean on. I only post here and very rarely on my Michigan site. You guys are the best! Wendy

Hi Diane! Yes it is hard to get the right amounts of everything and leave the goodies alone. I can't seem to balance things right now either. But I chose to concentrate on getting healthy and over this ulcer/ eating disorder problem as opposed to continuing to lose weight. Everyone I know keeps telling me I look normal now and don't really need to lose much more for my height. I will lose some with the tt and so I will get to onederland one way or the other. Good luck on the job thing and thanks for the support. Wendy

HEY WENDY THATS awesome! HOW about getting a pic up in your profile in this outfit to share with the OH FAMILY! GLAD your getting the eating disorder issues delt with as well. AND got my fingers and toes crossed for you on the TT appeal GOOD LUCK be well

I just found a height and weight scale and according to it I only need to lose 27 more pounds before I can have my other surgery. I didn't realize I was that close. I was starting to get discouraged because I hit a plataue. I keep thinking that from 310 to 177 was not that good but I guess I was wrong. Michelle