GUESS WHAT????????
I'm so glad you shared your big news with us. I was just thinking about you yesterday, how are you holding up sweetie?
Don't be a stranger, we're here for you thru the good and the bad.
((BIG HUGS))
Christina 
when they read your post.
How are you and your family doing?
Chris 
It's about time Missed you on the board!
Pam 
THANK YOU ALL!! I havent been on alot latley because of getting ready for our fundraiser.
Heres an update. ~ Its hard I cant and wont lie. Some days are ok some are not. more are not ok. Its getting eaiser as far as living without him because its been 2 1/2 months. but its very sad. I can****ch his videos or anything anymore because the shocks wore off and its all real. they upset me. Im still so proud of my son and even now that hes gone. I still have FOUR kids not 3. I will always have 4. Most people are very supportive. ive only had a few that were rude. We still havent gotten the money to buy a headstone or pay off the funeral though. We have raised aprox 4,700 $ in donations which is great but not enough. we have having a raffle and dinner this comming Sunday. So please pray it does well. If it doesnt I wont be able to afford a headstone for Kedan. Ive never had to ask for help from the community before until now. If I don't raise the money I will go door to door asking for a dollar if I have to to get his headstone. Ive decided to go back to school. ive wanted to for a few years but couldnt. not that Kedans gone I will go back starting in Jan. and I will be going to work with other children like him. He is working through me. Im proud of that. Im just trying to get through each day one at a time.
