Thursday Roll Call
Good Morning Paul and the rest of my IL family
Paul, you are doing great! I am proud of you and I know that your family is too! 28 pound in 7 weeks...woohoo!
Today I am going to stop at all the Vet offices in the area and pick up applications so I can start to fill them out and have them ready to hand in by August when I decide to get a job. Though after yesterday I wish I had one so I could really save money and have my savings account plumped up as a back up just in case. Things in my house are very ugly and it got so bad last night that at 10pm I walked out and took a very long walk around my very dark neighborhood! Mike was out looking for me when I finally was near my house again and he asks me if I am okay! I simply told him very calmly that I hate how our family has turned out. I didn't say much else the rest of the night or this morning so far.
Dinner for Austyn's birthday was a joke. We discussed places that were friendly for me to eat at and he still chose Olive Garden...okay, fine I can deal with that. We get there and he wants to order Mac and Cheese...something he could get anywhere. I look at him and say, very calmly and quietly, "Austyn, you mean to tell me that you pick Olive Garden and you're gonna eat mac and cheese?" Well he throws his crayon across the table and starts bawling like he's 2 and not 10. I didn't talk for pretty much the rest of dinner. It's like no matter what I do, I can't win around here. I am getting depressed again and I hate it!
Okay, I"m sorry I didn't mean to go off like that. Other than that today I have one more test to study for in Math and I am also going to try to find some new capri's for me. all of mine are getting baggy. :-)
Have a great day everyone!
on 6/26/08 1:02 am - Park Forest, IL
on 6/26/08 1:01 am - Park Forest, IL


