How strange am I?

Yesterday I posted, because I am not able to walk into my church without being drenched in sweat from pain, that I wished our weekend messages were on the web.  Today I went to the web site and found that the messages for the last five weeks are there.  How strange could I be that i had somehow missed this.  Perhaps I wanted the entire service to be there and had somehow ignored the fact that the messages were there.  On what level do I block out such things in other areas and keep myself from enjoying what is available to me?

No stranger than the rest of us!
Many times I've walked into a room and can't for the life of me remember what I was going to do! I think we all get mental block once in a while. Don't be so hard on yourself!

Randy, the whole service cannot be there because of licensing agreements with the music companies and artists. They have to pay to use the music and it can only be used at the live service, not a broadcasted one. They have to jump through a lot of hoops to use the music.

Chris

ps the messages have been on Willow's site for close to a year. They first started with New Community being there now they have the weekend also.

I just want to say howdy Randy and you are no different than the rest of us. We are here for you. Just give us a yell. I know how you feel, I had my surgery April 1st and it  was real hard to walk and now I am down 104 pounds and still have over 100 to go, but life does get better. God will see you through! I am a blessed woman and he has brought me through. Take care and if you ever need to talk give us a yell!