Update

(deactivated member)
on 1/3/09 8:29 pm - IL

I feel like everytime I post any more it is bad news. Please give me some time to get my life back on track. After feeling better yesterday, I recieved bad news.

A friend of my husband and I who had cancer passed away yesterday afternoon, and another friend who was more like a sister too me was taken in for emergency surgery and they couldn't find anything wrong with her after her blood pressure kept dropping suddenly passed away last night.

I am beginning to not like 2009! My eating was horrible yesterday.

I just need support, and needed to tell what went on in my life yesterday, sorry it is bad news, but this is the only site I go too, and I needed to get it off my chest.

Dee

ChristineB
on 1/3/09 9:05 pm - Western 'Burbs Chgo, IL

RNY on 05/07/03

Raining Hearts "raining" love on you instead of bad things. Also learn a new "F" word and that is Forgiveness. Forgive yourself for the bad eating yesterday as today is a new day. Just begin again. Go to church if you feel up to it. Place Of Worship I always found that when I communicated with fellow people in Christ it uplifted me. Jesus Fish

Open RNY May 7
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(deactivated member)
on 1/3/09 9:12 pm - IL

RNY on 09/05/06

Thank you Christine. I am going to church, I need to feel that love also. I can't stop crying, I look like I have been beat up, but the one lady was a member of our church, and everyone knows how close we was, so they will all understand.

Dee

Nancy G.
on 1/3/09 9:10 pm - La Salle, IL

RNY on 04/07/08

Dee

I am so sorry for your losses. That is so hard. It never makes sense when people die young. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Cat Lady

Laffingbead
on 1/3/09 9:55 pm - Montgomery, IL

RNY on 12/22/08

Dee,

Wishing you big hugs and God's blessings.

Ilse
5'6" 380(HW)/316(First visit)230.2(Current)/154(goal)

Monica G.
on 1/3/09 11:16 pm - North Aurora, IL

RNY on 03/24/08

my heart is breaking for you Dee, you have been through so much and I am so sorry about the loss of your 2 friends yesterday. You are in my thoughts and prayers friend. Please keep coming here and talking about things...even if it's bad, that what we are here for. To listen and not judge and to send you hugs, love and prayers.
Love you girlie!!

Monica

crystal M.
on 1/3/09 11:42 pm - Joliet, IL

REALIZE Band on 03/24/09

I am sorry to hear about your losses. Its a normal reaction to turn to the things that give us comfort during these times. For us that is food. Today is a new day and you will do much better.

Janet H.
on 1/3/09 11:51 pm - Golden Valley, AZ

RNY on 10/30/07

Dee sending you hugs today,

I hope that the rest of year brings you happiness and no more sadness,
your friend, Janet

      Success begins with wise choices I make,I will not let noncompliance be my mistake, The surgery I had was to assist me in changes. My compliance is for a success long range, So I will think before I decide to cheat. Remember the goals I want to meet. For this surgery is not something I was force to do It was what I wanted for a healthy life!

Kim M.
on 1/4/09 8:46 am - Poplar Grove, IL

Lap Band on 03/20/08

Dee, I will say some prayers for you!! That is what we are here for......you can get whatever you want off of your chest at any time! I hope 2009 gets better for you