Deformity is my name....
Hi Everyone,
You know me I let it all hang out here with my family. We 
and 
together.
I went to my PS office this past week for an additional consult. They are wonderful, thank you Melissa and Dr. Fenner for helping me so much. My visit with Dr. Fenner was wonderful he was soooo excited about the low body fat and the muscle I had put on
You was using words like outstanding and exceptional. You could say it was a wonderful WOW moment until.....
We left for the photo room where we started taking my before pics. Now everyone says to me "where's the skin". With my lipoinabox and clothes I hide it very well.
As they took the pictures 19 in all, the pictures appear on the screen. Ladies and gents, look up the definition of Deformity in the dictionary and you will see my deformed body
I knew it was bad, but to be honest with you I . It was like my before picture, I never really saw myself that big. I guess I didn't see my excess skin that bad either, until that moment. The person taking the pictures gave me a hug and said with my clothes on never in a million years would she had imagine it was that bad
God how can the insurance companies expect people to live like that. If they approve sex change operations due to the mental pain of living in the "wrong" body, why can't they see the mental 
we live with in these deformed shells
I will share these pictures someday, but can't do it right now, it's just to painful.
I used to think when I first had my surgery that people that talked about PS was just vain. I said I would be happy to just lose the weight. Shame on me for not hearing their pain
Please, if you are losing weight don't let this deter you from your journey. I would do it over in a heart beat But don't give up on your dreams of PS either. Where there is a will there is a way and NO HUMAN BEING SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE DEFORMITY I SAW THIS WEEK, ME.
Love to you all
Take care,
Kathy
41 days until slice and dice #!
and together.
I went to my PS office this past week for an additional consult. They are wonderful, thank you Melissa and Dr. Fenner for helping me so much. My visit with Dr. Fenner was wonderful he was soooo excited about the low body fat and the muscle I had put on You was using words like outstanding and exceptional. You could say it was a wonderful WOW moment until.....
We left for the photo room where we started taking my before pics. Now everyone says to me "where's the skin". With my lipoinabox and clothes I hide it very well.
As they took the pictures 19 in all, the pictures appear on the screen. Ladies and gents, look up the definition of Deformity in the dictionary and you will see my deformed body
I knew it was bad, but to be honest with you I . It was like my before picture, I never really saw myself that big. I guess I didn't see my excess skin that bad either, until that moment. The person taking the pictures gave me a hug and said with my clothes on never in a million years would she had imagine it was that bad
God how can the insurance companies expect people to live like that. If they approve sex change operations due to the mental pain of living in the "wrong" body, why can't they see the mental we live with in these deformed shells
I will share these pictures someday, but can't do it right now, it's just to painful.
I used to think when I first had my surgery that people that talked about PS was just vain. I said I would be happy to just lose the weight. Shame on me for not hearing their pain
Please, if you are losing weight don't let this deter you from your journey. I would do it over in a heart beat But don't give up on your dreams of PS either. Where there is a will there is a way and NO HUMAN BEING SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE DEFORMITY I SAW THIS WEEK, ME.
Love to you all
Take care,
Kathy
41 days until slice and dice #! 
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