What is your goal today?

Hi everybody,My first goal of the day is to first apolidize for not replying to any of the post yesterday,I was not feeling to well.And now I would like to send out one big THANKYOU to everyone for thier wonderful suggestion's yestreday,I printed them all out and I am going to try as many as possible.My other goal for the day is to confide in you all something a little personal that I have been stressed over lately.Here it goes,As a bigger person or a smaller person did you ever find one part of your body that you loved because you hated the way the rest of your body looked.Well I did and that is my face,I have always loved my face and have always had people tell me how beautiful I am and I took that to heart!!! Well tomorrow when the dentist does this surgery to remove this cyst I am so scared of it because since the last dental work he did the cyst has grown larger and I am afraid he is not going to be able to go at the cyst from the inside of my mouth but that he will have to go after it freom the outside of my face.Now my face has never had any flaws and I already find the rest of my body as gross,so now I am worried about him damaging my face and me having no hope of any of my body left.I have been so stressed over this I spent the whole day in bed yesterday.So do you think I am being over paranoid or is this one of the affects of once being overweight?Well I hope you all have a great day!!! Candi

Candi, I dont think you are over reacting so to speak but I do think that you need to have no expectations. It is amazing what the medical field can do now. I wish you the best of luck tomorrow and will be saying a prayer for you. everything will turn out fine. and even if there is a little flaw in your face it will heal. you just need to make sure you get in the right nutrition for it to heal properly and more quickly. You are you no matter what you look like. I am sure you are a wonderful person. I have seen what you do for YSB, you are such an active person and no matter what a small flaw wont change who you are. Just hang in there and try and relax some. I do know thats hard but if you need to talk feel free to email me anytime. **hugs** Tamara