A am nervous, scared, and feeling vulnerable
And at the end of April I will be having surgery AGAIN to remove a cyst from my ovary...more surgery, more healing, more scars...
I am nervous that it will take me another few months to feel normal AGAIN...
I am scared they will have to remove my whole ovary which I do not want to happen....
One of the reasons I had surgery was so I can have a healthy pregnancy one day (not for a long time, I have another 4 years of school)....
I hate not being in control! It scares me to death.
HW: 258lbs SW: 240 CW: 140 I am 5 foot 7 and 30 years old
VSG 12/21/10 Plastics: Tummy tuck, breast lift, and augmentation 11/3/11
Soon to be veterinarian!! xoxo
Current weight: 170 lbs.
Once I reach goal, this cow will be killed & eaten... 2 ounces at a time.
Total includes 56 lbs. lost on 2-month low carb pre-op diet. Start date 9/13/10.
Tell your surgeon to poke you in the same spots you just had poked. Save a scar!
And be very careful...there have been several posts about unexpected pregnancies for some of the newly slim girls!!
On the positive side, I went onto have a healthy pregnancy and delivered my baby girl in Dec 2007 (I was 29 at the time). she is 3 now, wonderful and a handful, keeps me on my toes for sure.. everyday..part of my exercise routine.. hehe
Sending you prayers and best wishes for a quick recovery as well..!
I wish I could give you a real one! 
I hear ya on the "control" thing i like to be in "control" as much as possible of my own destiny......even though I KNOW I cannot control MANY things in life.....this is an example of such! All we can do in cases like this is put our trust in health care professionals. you can/will do this.....and you will be fine. Here's to an uneventful surgery...and a speedy....pain free recovery.
JIMBO... 350lbs! lost!..... TRIPLE CENTURY CLUB!! HELL ...YEAH!
MY VSG......KICKS ASS! 
I am 6' 2" 
