Yes am so guilty

So my mom made me some soup it has potato carrot and green banana and chicken. it was so good the the potato carrots and green banana  are really melted out you put it in your mouth and it like drinking soup but i will say am so guilty because the chicken I so chew and chew then swallower a small piece of it. I guess it wont hurt i been doing good i think so far I have chew and spit out before stop doing that. I will say that it amaze me how am losing weight. I am 13 days post op and I started at 236 now am 220 yes i sneak on the scale once again OH your rubbing off on me with the dam scale i refuse to keep checking my weight am still trying to get these 64 oz of fluid in cant do it hate waterbut i will say that this has been hard for me food has been my best friend, am mad i eat am happy i eat sad you bet am eating. I really don't miss food like i did  when i first came home, well maybe just a little. I heard of people coming home on thin puree I guess it depends on the doctor so i guess swallowing a little meet wont hurt. not telling anyone to do it, this is what works for me. So please don't try this at home Lil I Will say i feel so dam guilty after eating it. I guess i will try not to do it again. Love you Oh god bless all my April sleeve beauty and please help us get through this dam liquid phase. 

 As someone who has suffered with eating disorders (and still does) - I hope you will be able to find a way to start changing your relationship with food because after the first couple months, when you can eat more, your will power and choices will affect your weight loss more than you might think. I don't say this to be mean, but just to provide some insight that if we all dont change our relationship with food, getting to goal and maintaining are even more difficult, if not impossible. 

Thanks a lot beautiful for the advice god bless, you are so right

LOL....you made me smile...thx I needed that today Peeches!

It sounds like you are doing really well.....keep up the good work....be careful not to rush things.....

Soup sounds yummy....recipe?

thank you so much sweetie for the comment I will get recipe from mom and send it to you stay bless sweet and happy and i must say beautiful.

LOL!!!

as much as I would LOVE LOVE to say thats me in that pictire...it unfortunately is not....just a pic I like that I found online....

I will post the "real" me soon

Ready or not......

I know its not you..... you don't have to see a Picture to know that a person is beautiful both inside and out, Am such a believer in inner beauty.your kinds words and wonderful comments tells it all thanks again

thank you...

hang in there and keep working on things. If I make a bad choice I do feel guilty but I log it anyway so that I can see what I'm doing. It's when you ignore your bad choices, make light of them, when you set yourself up for failure. None of us are perfect, we all have our downfall (mine is chocolate) but the sleeve sure makes things easier. My worst days now don't even TOUCH my worst eating days pre op...like it's completely different so I try to keep that in mind when I feel terrible about a choice I made and let it go and try to do better.

As for water, do you like MIO added to your water, crystal light, a lemon wedge? I had to find ways to make my water more interesting and then after a while I got sick of the sweet taste so a little lemon in my water is the most appealing. Try some teas or other things to get those darn fluids in. I still don't love drinking post op but it has to be done.

thanks alot am going to try some of your great idea need to get this water in and I do love tea