MyLady Heidi’s Posts
Topic: RE: If ya gotta do it, do it here
Sally,
You did something I could never do, you put yourself out there in front of all the pre-ops and made yourself fit in, I could never ever in a million years done that. I was so ashamed of myself and hid myself so terribly. I am embarassed that I didn't walk up to you and hug you for the effort you took, but I saw you as I saw myself and I was without words. Shame on me, this journey is so hard, but I really am trying to get better. Being social is diffecult on me, I have always been a one on one person even when I wasn't overweight. Please forgive me and give me another chance, I promise I will get better.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: If ya gotta do it, do it here
The only bashing I want to do is bash myself for not really getting to meet you in Lexington, I can be pretty nervous around new people believe it or not and meeting is sometimes hard for me as I can't always think of things to say. I guess thats from years of hiding myself as Will's mom, but I promise that will never happen again, I am trying everyday to get better and put myself out there. I even posted my most gruesome after ps pics, something I would never have done in the past.
I hope you forgive me,
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Ive been bad.. help!
I have a theory about this, I eat chocolate almost everyday, in the beginning it was chocolate power crunch bars, now I eat them plus some real chocolate. But if its dessert its the 3 bite rule and no more, if its m &m;s its a handful, and no I don't mean like 50 I mean like 10, I only eat chocolate I like and do not deny it to myself. I am at goal and intend to stay this way. chocolate is no worse for you then any other carb and its worth it for me because I love it so much, I just love being in control of it and it not being in control of me.
Enjoy just remember who controls who.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Card List - Again...
In the reality of it its less then 50 bucks for stamps and cards are not all that expensive and to send out some christmas cheer to all our dear friends is worth it. I am in, I dont care if the list gets to 200 I will stay in and send to each and everyone.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
yeah I read that was supposed to help but didnt get any, I cant send doug for more stuff, hes already gotten so much stuff for me. and spending an hour standing around the pharmacy only to hear they couldnt fill my prescriptions was enough to drive him over the edge yesterday. I will look into getting it this week after we do my follow up tomorrow. Its no fun but hopefully worth it. I am going to get my meds again so this will probably be my last post for awhile.
Hugs heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks Mom,
Where did you avatar go? You looked so pretty you need to put it back up.
Hugs heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
HI Donna,
My neck is the only thing that got lifted so we will see if there is brusing under those wraps tomorrow. It feels swollen and puffy there. As for the tummy tuck, its a wee bit painful but not unbareable. I dont get much relief from my pain meds I think because I malabsorb them they only last a few hours but atleast I sleep for a bit during that time. I am oozing out the sides where the drains are from the lipo, I was under from 10am to 6:40pm so I am praying for some good stuff under all this. Right now I am more swollen then I started out so tough to see an improvement. But keep your fingers crossed. If it looks good and I can live through the pain then I will get my arms done next year.
Hugs heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks sweetie,
I hope I heal fast too, standing up is less then fun, its definately tight and feels like I could never stand straight again, I think she made me super tight. I might have a permanant downward look right now. lol lol I pray it gets better soon.
Hugs heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Can you just imagine whats under those wraps with the bloody hair and god knows how much stiches and stuff. Uggh i am scared for tomrrow, maybe I will keep it all in. lol
Thanks sweetie,
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
LOL sore but alive, its not without pain but hopefully worth it. I will keep everyone informed. You cant keep me off these boards, you guys are like my family.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Hey Amanda,
That was just the pg version, I have the tummy tuck also, thats soooo not pretty right now. lol
Love ya girl,
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks Beautiful,
The neck had to go, thanksgiving is coming and I didn't want to end up in the roasting pain with my gobbler hanging out. It is hopefully worth the pain so I don't have to look at that thing any more.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks Michelle,
I hope its swift too, this headache from the drain is no fun whatsoever, but it comes out tomorrow.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Hi Sweetie,
Outside of the horrible headache from the drains pressing on my head I am feeling pretty peachy keen, that is until I try to rise and shine. Shining I am not right about now. But I think I will make it. Can't wait to see what it looks like under all these wraps, I hope its worth it.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks Cathy,
Thats so very sweet of you, I actualy look worse most mornings myself, but I think the puffy face is my look, what do you think. lol lol No crows feet they are all puffed up with the swelling.
Hugs heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
LOL you made it home right in time for your eye doctor appt. lol But you are a sweetie and I am so glad I got to meet you.
Thanks for everything
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Hi Holly,
I hope you are feeling better yourself, I remember you werent feeling well and were having some troubles but my drugged brain is preventing me from remembering exactly what was wrong.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks Di,
How is Linda doing? Can she eat now? I am so worried about her. I look pretty scary but outside of the dried blood on the back of my head and the drains poking into my cranium I am feeling okay. lol lol Lovely imagine ehhh. lol
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Hey that sounds like fun, that would be a fun road trip, I should be healed by then and spending time with you and Lei would be the ultimate. I can't believe I am even doing these things, this is such out of my charachter, I love it. Finally having some fun.
Big Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
Thanks sweetie,
Damn girl you are so f***ing beautiful, excuse my French, but I am on drugs so I am allowed. So thrilled I got to meet you in person. You and Lei are just the best.
Hugs heidi
Edited by OH Staff to meet TOS.
Topic: RE: Whats scarier???? Warning dont eat and look
So whats scarier the pumpkin I carved for Halloween or Me?
You be the judge.
Hugs Heidi
Topic: RE: I survived my ps
Thanks Diana,
I hope Linda is doing well with her stricture, I was so worried about her not being able to eat, she was such a sweetie. I am thrilled I got to meet the both of you. Gesh you and Cathi are just too beautiful, its amazing what this wls stuff can do.
Thanks for the kind words.
Hugs Heidi
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