I'm so glad you posted.  I check out the non-op forum every now and again to see if any of the old timers have checked in.

Can't wait until you get your website up and going.  I could do with some good recipes.  I'm currently sifting through Egg Face's, but would love another one.

I'm glad you and sig ot are doing well.

Melinda

I haven't been on here much lately - and mostly because I feel like a loser (not the good kind either).  I wasn't exercising as much, and I certainly wasn'****ching what I was eating.  I was sure I had gained back the 12 pounds I lost in March.

I refused to step on the scale in April - I just knew the news would be bad.

Sunday I started doing hot yoga.  It has been good, and I was feeling pretty good.  Tuesday morning I stepped on the scale - I figured I just needed to know wher I was at.  I was shocked - it showed that I had lost another 8 pounds, for a total of 20 pounds.  I was feeling GREAT!   For the first time, I actually felt like I could do this!  I was "faking it" before when I said I thought I could, but Tuesday and Wednesday I genuinely felt like it was a possibility.

Then, this morning I stepped on the scale again - and it was up 12 pounds from where it had been Tuesday morning, and I am beyond depressed now. I feel like giving up.  I don't want to, but that motivation I felt after weighing myself Tuesday is all gone.  I just want to curl up in bed and cry.

I knew this journey would be long and hard, but I feel so depressed over everything right now - my work, my marriage, my parenting...what is the point of fighting it??

Sorry, I needed to vent a little.  I hope everyone's week is going better than mine! 

Heather.

I got my mojo working, Baby!!! 

MOJO...The word originally means a charm or a spell. But now its more commonly said meaning sex appeal or talent.

WOW Peachpie, you're doing so well - I love the idea of a food journal - and I'm so impressed that you stuck to it for 90 days - even if you did some of it  on Sparkpeople. I bet you're building up really good eating and exercise habits doing this.

Yes, it's for life and that's why we need to be doing it in a sensible way that we continue to do for the rest of our lives. You're off to such a great start.

Exactly what is MOJO? I keep thinking of those Austin Powers movies and I think he is referencing his sexuality?