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- I thought you said you had fertility issues and that was your concern of getting with a young boy because he would want kids...
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Honestly I don't need a website lovey though I very much your thinking and sweet reference ((()))). I meet "willing " guys literally every day .
I changed my phone number so many times( and so not that beautiful ) .... I just have to get away :(. I never feel safe and honestly I'm not beautiful.... but I'm very scared
Good lord ! If I had to a pay a guy in any way... guys pay me ( but that doesn't make m a d we'dhore just a realistic grrl)
Yep ... it's like the Mos Totally Inapproriate Time... but when is d time right to have a $ 300,000 burden lol?! ( cost of raising one child and sending em thru college ... prob radically underestimated lol)
truth is I see th childless friends over my parents retiring and dying alone .... so sad .
Peeple w kids and grandkids r much happier more fulfilled and proud .
how do you new parents and potential parents feel struggling with these huge issues ? Are you ok with Ur food ? Do you scarf down your kids foods leftovers ? I can imagine so many nightmares ty
Have you tried a website like cougar life? or a sugar mama site where you pay young boys(of legal age) to show you a good time?
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My last two boyfriends were far younger than me ( the first pre WLS and he was a professional athlete a baseball pitcher )
working out with him daily I was the most beautiful I've ever been .... and also felt the most loved .
Our housekeeper used to laugh when we ( daily ) asked her to go to visit her family ... shop at the store etc cuz we needed time alone to exercise the mattress lol. He cooked for me ( and was ridiculously jealous and baby-pumping to the point where we broke up )
so I'm very spoiled . Yes gross old men try to impress m with their wallets and honestly I laff. But I'm not twenty anymore ...!and I see so called perfectly rational guys I know for years getting ENGAGED to graduate students/ ****s ??!! WTH?!
Well ... I'm not twenty obviously ...but also obviously in clothes ( and yes i consider bikinis clothes ) pretty darn hot ( ty God )
but I'm very scared ! I'm a scarred up veteran of the weight loss wars! I've had like a thousand plastic surgeries.... of COURSE I can't compete against what God generously gave a nineteen year old . 
also I think I DESERVE a guy who appreciates me for who I am not just the physical talent . Im a super artist - an innovative tv producer and actor .
I'm ridiculously successful BUT I can't get with a superficial guy from like Tinder or Raya I mean SERIOUSLY who would ? Hollywood grrlz may have compromised themselves for JOBS why would anyone to get SEX ? Shoot I could get laid from here to the corner six times .... probably with someone attractive.... I don't go out like that
I think it's VERY hard to fit into "normie" society after massive weight loss .
Everything we grew up with - our friends our expectations are radically changed overnite ( thank God ) but still .... our lil innocent souls are saying wow we switched bodies but were still here .
Everyone I know tells me I'm immensely strong admirable and resourceful. Lol... I SO don't feel this .
honestly I'm scared to date . I'm scared what a desirable young man may say about my body - a body based on a slow metabolism I was born with a body that was never in any way defective or my fault 
do I really have to get massive plastic surgery to be remotely attractive ? Is this in any way fair?
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