Feeling Worthless/Breakdown last Night

Hi All
 Had a major breakdown last night all the garbage hit bottom & through a major fit over
all of it!!
Feeling so worthless over being unemployed so long
No money to help with any bills
Wanting to move out of the living situation I am currently in & can't do that due to the no job thing.
Lowell has been great, but, just don't want to be here with him, anymore.(roommate,boyfriend)
I am on more drugs for BP & diabetis & stress. That has a lot to do with this breakdown as the new drugs get into my system. I hate taking all these pills again & needed to vent here.
I did go to a support group meeting the other night & that was a good thing. We just
recently started a new one in the area. Haven't had on for a long time.
Take care & thanks for letting me vent here!! I will be back to myself in a day or 2.

Awww, Marilyn, I'm sorry you are going through a rough patch.  Hopefully, it will pass very soon.

Marilyn, don't worry about venting on here. We all do it one time or another. Life is hard these days and it seems like all you do i**** your head against a brick wall.  And trust me all that helps is to develop a headache. Just take each day at a time and know that the answers are out there and you will get to them when it is the right time........just have patience dear one! And remember one thing.....you can vent away on here any time you need to.

Thanks Brenda. I feel at home here already!! I am just a newbie amongst you all!!

Marilyn...
     Well you realize we are all human with emotions that are hard to deal with..but with time and talking to your friends does help.  I try and count to 10..but sometimes I don't get that far..I use to pray for patience...don't know if that worked either..but at the time I thought it did..Prayer helps as you well know.. and remember we are here for you anytime .Take care
suzette50

Thanks Suzette!! I appreciate it!!

Marilyn,

We all go through some nasty times and need to let off steam. Know that we are here for you and CARE!!

A great big HUG to you
Annette

Thanks Annette I don't have anyone I can vent to, so this is where I come. Even if I did
vent at home it would go on deaf ears, anyway. He does not give a rat what I think or do anymore, so it seems. He only thinks of Budwiser & when his next one will be. Get my drift here!!

I understand Marilyn,things are hard as hell right now. Vent then vent some more,it clears the head.
Sometimes it is a growing pain,and things start looking better after,what crap so many of us are going through right now,it will get better,but let it out girl!
You are lucky not to be alone,although it may not seem that way right now,one is the lonliest number.
Special,good loving thoughts are being sent your way dear lady.
It is so great you know your self so well,and know this will pass. I have big shoulders,come to me anytime.

Thanks Linda, My other AZ friend. I know it will pass, I just get so mad that I can't even get an interview with as many app's I have put out there!!  Thanks for the encouragement. It helps a lot!!