What we are eating and what's eating us-Thursday

I think it is raining outside, and the sun is hidden.  I was going to ride my bike but will wait until the sky clears up and the rain stops. 

B: peanut butter and diabetic jelly on toast

S: Cheese

S: chesse

L: steak fajitas

S: cottage cheese

S: ba

Can you believe that

S: banana

D: more of the steak fajitas maybe just with some peas instead of on a tortillia.

S: peaches and cottage cheese

What's eating me?  My freaking batwings are driving me mad.  My arms stay black and blue from all the problems that I'm having with this loose skin.  I don't get why I have to wait to have the surgery that I need.  Plus, while I'm at it.  They do surgery on women my size all the time.  I am beginning to think it is a conspiracy. And yes, I weighed yesterday and cannot believe after all the freakin' food that I've eaten, all the rest that I did instead of running, all the water that I've drank, I didn't gain one freakin' pound.  I am about to abandon this project and call Mexico and have it done down there. 

Boo I do not sleep well ,and is all drug induced. You just keep hanging in there baby,and I shall do the same.

Boo,I think you will be proud of me today,I have a rash under my belly that hurts and burns like a hell,I told my doc about it and she is keeping documentaion,and will prabaly need a panni in the future. I am using Lotrimin  spray for athelicts foot as it helps.
I am taking Olivia on a date,a massage,a movie,a little shopping,she would do the same for me and has.
You are a mom Boo,and we both know how much our grands and kids hurt us,the love lasts. Not everyone understands this, I thank my Father for my heart...and I thank you for all you are to me.
I really love you Boo,and this is not strange,we have not meant God and we love Him.
Kisses and hugs,my precious my friend.