Happy Thursday - How You All Doing Today!
keep going with out me go figure. Lot of times I didn't go because I
was too large. But, this year I should be good to go. How much longer
are they open?
BAND REMOVED 9-4-12-fought insurance to get sleeve and won! Sleeved 1/22/13! Five years out and trying to get that last 15 pounds back off.
I don't know how I'd get along without the support group. They thank me for the guidance but honestly - I get so much from each and every person and feel like no thanks is needed. It has been almost 6 years since WLS, but they remind me what a huge struggle we endure while waiting for surgery, the confusion , the "OMG, I can't eat that" moment , and the sense of accomplishment for every lost pound.
I can relate to stalls and regain too.
Every afternoon I take a nap. Lately the panic attacks have increased and they wipe me out.
Kisses to all
Annette
Annette 
I have often feel like a fraud standing up there sharing myself with them, but the nutritionists tell me all the time that I portray a "real" story in life after WLS and that I am doing great. . . and the truth be told, I think if I stopped going, just like when I stopped making AA meetings, I'd be miserable without the connection and I'd either gain more weight or who knows what. . . and it's worth the 7 hours I give a month towards paying it forward.
I did have an affirmation yesterday when I went to the doctor to schedule a colonoscopy (just routine), this was a doctor I'd never seen before and so when he asked about my history and I told him about the gastric bypass, he said, seems to me you're doing great! Considering I'm still 20 lbs. away from my version of great, that made me feel good, along with the fact that I found a pair of slacks buried in the bottom of a bag in my basement (now mind you I had gotten rid of all my old clothes) and when I put those pants on over what I was wearing, they fell right off of me. . . so no matter how I might feel about the regain I've had, it shows me that I have not returned to my former self, which is what I fear more than anything. I can't tell you how much I needed that affirmation, because there have been times in the past year when I have stood in front of the mirror and saw myself as being what I used to be.
So the bottom line is, I am no different than anyone else on this journey of ours and there continues to be things I need to do and learn and those newer to this journey keep the fire burning in me, they excite me in ways that help me stay the course. Like you, they give me more than I can ever give them. . .
Hugs, L
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
I only have a couple of minutes. 2 doctor appoints today. Doing laundry, paperwork for both business files. Took 2 sleeping pills and a pain pill and still couldn't sleep. Only 3 hours. Must pack for 15 days of pet sitting. Won't always have a computer, but close enough to check in at home from time to time.
My car died. 2,500 dollars to fix. It's not worth it. Borrowing money from a relative. Will be able to pay that back now that I am working steady with pet sitting. Booked up for October and November. Have 5 days already for December. People seem happy with the care and love I provide. Pampered Chef show was huge. If I can do 4 shows a month I'll be able to save some for a rainy day.
Having MRI Monday. Wearing neck brace. Dr thinks I may need spine surgery to fix my neck. Now my hands are going numb especially the left hand.
Love and hugs, Mag
You encourage me with where there's a will, there's a way to survive. . . you seem to have a similar theory about life, got keep on plugging and not let it get us immobile long enough to dwell in the cellar of discontent and murky depressive state. . .
Good luck with finding a decent car and I hope you get relief from what is going on with your back/neck and subsequently your hands. . .
Sending hugs as you travel taking good care of people's 4-legged family members!!!
Laureen
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
Good Afternoon Laureen and OFF Family,
I am at my volunteer job, finally got a minute to check in here. I was out the door to appointments this morning, including a killer epidural cortisone shot in my cervical spine, which I did without sedation. Ouch!
I am looking for part time work, and am putting my application in the daycare center at my church. I also found a part time job I might be ideal for. I have to update my resume for that specific job, and then fax it over, or send it via e-mail. I have the required education, and a lot of experience for it. I'm hoping that it pays just what I am allowed to earn.
Well, the Phillies are still in the race for the Wild Card, killing the Mets in the 9th inning last night. Ironically, my son had been watching the game in his new apartment in Manhattan, and he changed the channel and missed Ryan Howard's two run homer to take the lead with two outs in the top of the ninth. That was beautiful.
Have a great rest of the afternoon.
Hugs and prayers for all in need.
Trish
Albert Schweitzer
As for the Phillies killing the Mets, the Mets died after the All Star break and I love to hate the Mets. . . it's a sad story once again for anyone of us Mets fans. . . so now it's football season and I have new hopes for the Jets (lol). . .
Enjoy your day!
Hugs, Laureen
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
