Why? You don't need it.
This drives me crazy. I am not as heavy as some, but I am obese and was at a BMI of 43 when my PCP recommended me for bariatric surgery. At my heaviest last fall I was at 260. Because the Kaiser Options class emphasized having to lose weight before the surgery, by the time of my surgeon consult in August I'd fought my way down to 242. And I've been so paranoid about gaining weight & forfeiting surgery since then I've even managed to lose about 3 more pounds by giving up almost everything under the sun (well, it seems like it anyway).
I know my looks can be deceptive--all my weight is around my middle & I mostly wear very loose fitting tops because I can't stand tight clothing. But come on, I have 2-3 chins and from the side I look pregnant my stomach sticks out so far. My butt is so big that if I laid down a 747 could land on it. How can anyone look at me and not realize I'm fat. And why should I have to justify my decision to anyone, anway? I am so grateful that my surgery is just a few days away. But you just know that after that the "why" folks will get on the "haggard" bandwagon.
Sorry for the rant. I came so close to smacking the woman upside the head this evening that I just had to let off a bit of steam!
good luck on the surgery...
Try not to get defensive because you don't have to justify your need for WLS (or any other type of medical care) to anybody. Unless the person asking is someone very close to you whose opinion you really care about, just give a very short answer. To most people, I probably would not say something like, "I'm heavier than I look," because I think that just invites them to ask how much I weigh. I think I'd say something like, "My doctor feels it will benefit me" and then change the subject or walk away.
Please note: I AM NOT A DOCTOR. If you want medical advice, talk to your doctor. Whatever I post, there is probably some surgeon or other health care provider somewhere that disagrees with me. If you want to know what your surgeon thinks, then ask him or her. Check out my blog.
And how, you ask, do complete strangers even know? Well, it's all my surgeon's fault. Following Dr. Suh's "shopping list" I piled my grocery basket high: several containers of chicken & beef broth, boxes & boxes of sugar-free popsicles, sugar-free jello, sugar-free pudding, a large amount of Crystal Light, Diet Ocean Spray cranberry-pomagranite juice, and several bottles of flavored water (on sale for $1 so why not) and two 32 bottle flats of Dasani water. Plus chap stick, a big bag of dog food for my large dog who is being kept by a friend through next week and a little bag of dog food for my two small dogs being boarded at the vet. The cashier looked at me like I was insane and said "um...that's an odd bunch of groceries...?" Rather than telling her to mind her own business, I told her what it was all for. To which replied...wait for it...
"Why?!? You don't look heavy enough for that!"
Gaaaah!
Please note: I AM NOT A DOCTOR. If you want medical advice, talk to your doctor. Whatever I post, there is probably some surgeon or other health care provider somewhere that disagrees with me. If you want to know what your surgeon thinks, then ask him or her. Check out my blog.
It's how you feel about yourself, not what other people think, that counts. I had a friend apologize the other day for not having been a good enough support to me around my decision for surgery, and it was good to hear!
Stick to your guns! You have to decide what's best for you.
"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls the butterfly." Richard Bach
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