Thoughts on Prep for Surgery NEXT MONTH
So, I did finally tell one of my best friends about my surgery. I have had so many issues with people not understanding, or freaking out about going to Mexico, that I had been hesitating telling anyone else.
I have 2 women I consider "best" friends. One, I already told and she was the one who had issues with it. The other one has been out of town, and has a special needs daughter, which obviously takes up a huge portion of her time. She is a fantastic woman, a strong feminist, a humanist, and someone who would give you the shirt off her back if you needed help. I talked to her at her daughter's birthday, because that has been the first time we had a moment. She was so matter of fact, it floored me. "Oh, I know someone who did something like that at my church. And [A mutual friend] was considering going to Thailand, she lived there for 2 years and the doctors are great." I just expected so much more... something, that the kind of "oh that’s nice" reaction took me aback. Then I hugged her and said I so needed someone to react like that. To remind me that I know what I am doing, and that the world is a much smaller place.
Too many Americans have this view of the world that is so out of whack... like nothing outside of the US can be a good as we do it. "We are the place everyone wants to live of course!" Too many have this view of our Southern Neighbor as a drug infested, drug gang run, contaminated water, tourists get raped and murdered there, kind of place. Which is not the case in many areas, but we tend to hear about the bad and only the bad... it makes better press frankly. My friend is well traveled, she adopted her daughter from Bulgaria, and she kind of reminded me that there are people who are more worldly who know about places other than US, and western Europe.
Her acceptance has helped me get over the hump that was preventing me from beginning to mentally prepare a bit more. So....
I start my pre-op diet in 16 days. Going shopping at Costco soon to get vitamins and protein drinks, the rest I will get at the local grocery or online. Made some lists (cause I tend to do that), and am wrapping my head around it. I started a journal as well, and will use it to make notes about things to work on, maybe talk over with my therapist.
Counting down... 26 days to go. 26 days to come to terms with the fact that my life will be changing completely, and 26 days to come to terms with the fact that food will no longer be my friend. I will need to work on that last part more and more as things go along. Hence the therapist!
Any suggestions from people who have been there? What things do you wish you had or had done to prepare?