Surgery is monday
Welcome! I am on Wednesday, so I know what you mean. If you scroll a few pages, there is another November sleever's post entitled Freaked Out -- I keep reading that one, since it addresses basically all of my freak out points as well!
We can do this! Only and Saturday and Sunday to go -- hang in there!
I'm Nov. 26, and while I'm not quite freaking out I am having a hard time not having second thoughts. When I imagine NOT doing it I just want to cry though, so I know it's the right choice.
I think it's just the fear of surgery and the first few months adjusting to a new life that make this so scary. I have seen good friends do so well after being sleeved, and their lives are finding a new normal around food that they are very happy about.
Like many of us who are in the waiting stage I just want to get to that other side. But I have to cross the scary bridge first.
We can do it!!!
I am going in on Monday too!! I am also a giant mixed bag of emotions - excitement, for sure as well as hopefulness that this operation will give me the quality of life I always hoped for. I have been lurking on the boards since I started my journey in July. It's been great to read such amazing success stories, following people who were in our same position just a few months ago and now they're "sleeve veterans". However, there is also the self doubt and worry that something bad will happen - what if I'm part of that small percentage that gets complications or worse?? What if I don't lose the weight? I also have a little trouble wrapping my head around the fact that I am voluntarily asking someone to cut out the majority of my stomach. Yikes!
I know that all my feelings are normal but it's nice to have a place to vent/whine a little too! I'll keep you posted after my surgery!