OK now I am just being silly!!!
As of today I am 10 days away from my surgery and have been generally calm.... I thought.
Last night I had a dream...a crazy dream...
I was having a tour given to me by my surgeon of the operating room...but instead of it being modern it was dim lit and out dated. Looked like a bootleg medical business o the 1920's and when I looked at my surgeon again his hair was slicked back, in a 3 piece suit, and had a cigarette in his mouth. Threw his cigarette on the floor and said, " This here see, is where we's gunna' slice ya and dice ya!"
I woke up.
Laughed at myself.
And went back to sleep. Apparently my mind is anxious and I have been ignoring it.
I love that :). So your mind is working this through, just like it should. But if your doctor throws a cigarette on the floor I there, RUN! :D
LINDA
Ht: 5'2" | HW 225, BMI 41.2 | CW 115, BMI 21.0
Yes! haha it's working through it in an odd manner.
Guess it is just forcing me to think about things.
One of the wierdest experiences I have has sleeping....other than that sleeping study I did, ugh.!