Returning to work

Aug 30, 2011

Okay finally I am returning back to work on September 1st the day after tomorrow. I have been out for 90 days. I am still very lethargic but not as bad as before. Also my insomnia has returned when I have a cup of coffee. So I guess NO Coffee. It has always been a food crutch for me though perhaps I will have it on my day off. I am not enjoying my meals yet. Food is still a rough mountain for me to climb. I never knew that food would be so challenging to deal with post surgery. People make it look so easy but I have learned that it is not. Although post ops have slim bodies ....that food is something else. I just don't do well with meats. I get full after like 3 bites. I guess it will get better. I am grateful for this surgery and grateful for this weight loss but as a food addicted person I would be lieing if I said I didn't miss binging away the emotions. But I can't do THAT for sure....soo thank goodness. Maybe now I will relearn to deal with my emotions as I am a very passionate and emotional woman and that is who I am. ...deal with it!

Sugar Mama

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