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Miss.DeeLove
I want to be happy!!!
Oct 23, 2009
I have been doing better getting the food down and trying to get the vitamins down. I wanted to vent because its driving me insane. I have been in a relationship for about three years and he is good to me he really is. He his the type of man that most women want because he make sure that i am happy he is good with my son ( which is not his) . We are really in love and things would be great if he was not in Arkansas and I am in Texas. Its so hard because now I had the surgery and he cant be here everyday and take care of me. I want to wake up to my man be there all the time, come home to my man! Why cant I be happy? Why cant I have that I don't understand? I don't know if I can do this any longer we have a least another year and a half of long distance. I can t leave him because I love I'm but I'm so lonely here. I need him here with me that's all I ask. What should I do???
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About Me
Location
36.6
BMI
Surgery
09/29/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 01, 2009
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