ash.wonder

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I had my surgery on the 13th, that went fine except for the doctor knicking something he wasn't supposed to and I had to stay an extra day cause I couldn't go to the bathroom on my own. I got out of the hospital on Friday April 16th and I've been doing my walking and drinking my water and taking my vitamins and trying to get my protein in. I am currently on a soft food diet and have been since the 23rd. But, since the 22nd I have been at a plateau where I haven't lost any and I'm very pissed about it cause this is too early out to be at a plateau. Maybe I messed something up? I've been doing the required stuff. Exceept measuring. I have to measure my food a bit better. 

I am 18 years old, and married to a wonderful man. I first started gaining weight at the age of nine, and by the time I was 10, I was obese. I yo-yo'd through weight gain and weight loss ever since and when I was 16 I started losing weight and was down to about 155. Until last year I was only about 30 pounds overweight. On January 13th of 2009 I dislocated my knee cap and hit rock bottom. I started gaining weight and there was nothing I could do. I have tried a gazillion dieis since, and have not lost a pound, I just keep gaining and gaining. I don't want to live an unhealthy life any longer. When I start college in the fall I want to be able to make it up the stairs without being out of breath. I want people to be able to look at me not in disgust, but in awe. I want to be the real me. I know I'll be happy, because when I was 155 (just 10 pounds overweight) I was the happiest I've ever been since before I was 9 years old.