~~MERRY~~ Oh hon, I know how you feel. I was where you are just six months ago. I thought it was an absolute DREAM that I would be where I am today. All I can tell you is first, BE AT PEACE about your decision. KNOW that there IS help and that it's on the way. LOVE your daughter with every ounce of your being because SHE LOVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT ~ even if you're like me and don't love yourself right now. Your daughter WILL BE your biggest supporter in the end, TRUST ME ON THAT! I was absolutely FLOORED when that happened last night!!! :o) I was a single Mom, raising Briana on my own until last year when I found the Man of my Dreams on the INTERNET of all places! It's always been Briana and I against the world and for HER to tell me HOW PROUD SHE WAS OF ME, made my heart ACTUALLY HURT!!!!!!!! I was sooooooooo choked up, I could barely breathe! Please, keep in touch with me and know that I will be following YOUR " journey to the light! " You might wanna visit my website too - LOTS of good info out there! www.myjourneytothelight.com I'd LOVE to become friends because in this world, through this experience, we need all the love, care and support others can give. I'm here for ya! Be Blessed Merry ~ YOUR TURN IS COMING!!! God Bless You! †