Jan 08, 2019
So this year will be my 5 year surgery anniversary and I regret having the surgery. I have constant heartburn. I feel like I should have stayed fat. After eating sometimes I have to make myself throw up just to ease the heartburn. I am eating tumbs like candy. This is not right. If I had known that it would be this hard I never would have had the surgery. I go see my doctor next week I am praying for some good news because I can't afford to go to Mexico to have revision surgery. I could if o have too but that would mean no more car and still live at home until I die..... but i have to do something because i am miserable. I pray I get some good news next week.