amauch01
I'm going crazy!
May 20, 2009
Hi, Everybody!
I don't know why bit it seems the only time I post anything is when I have something negative to say! Sorry about that!
So before I start rambling let me share some good news. I'm down 25 lbs.!!!!!!
I have saggy but in all of my clothes, and I actually bought a size large tank top. I couldn't believe it! NO X's or XX's or XXX's. That was very exciting. So on to my complaining, last night I don't know why but I wanted to eat, I mean really eat like a fat plate of something and take big bites and enjoy it! So I was alittle pissy just thinking that I might not ever enjoy food again,
Yah, I know that was my problem but, never is a really long time, so I started having the what the hell did I do to myself thoughts, wich didn't help. I thought I'd get up this morning and feel better but I'm still bummed!
Seriously? I can't believe I'm so bummed about food! The food that made me the way I am. What's my problem!
It doesn't help that every time I eat no matter what it is, how much I chew, and how slowly I eat, it always feels like something is stuck, which leads to constant uncomfortable feeling, and it's really annoying
and... I've been really tired lately, I thought to tiredness was over, but I guess not, oh, and I have to go back to work tomorrow!!!!
Yah, I know I'm full of good stuff today! But I had to get it out because no one else understands, I feel like I'm going crazy!
