Amy W.
One More Day....
Sep 06, 2011
I'm 10 minutes away from my last day of having a "fat girl" meals, as I've come to call it.The day after tomorrow starts my 6 day liquid diet prior to my lap band surgery. I'm very stressed about this, to be quite honest. It's going to be a LOT of water, gatorade, juice, and much my doctor's dismay soda. I haven't had a soda in MONTHS, and I don't have an addictive personality, but seriously, I'm not going to be able to have soda for a LONG ass time beccause it'll have bad side effects, so I'm going to have a damn soda, or a few, in the mean time.
I'll be real guys, I'm scared.. I've had "major surgery" but I feel so different about this one, just because it is higher risk, and while I don't like to call it an "elective surgery" because for me like I would guess most of the people on here, it's very much NOT an option, but it's not something like cancer, or having a hip replaced. I realize this surgery will help to prevent me from needing those types of sergeries one day, but non the less it does qualify on paper as an "elective".
So, One more day of my "old life" and then the last part of the "start" of my journey to a new, healthy, happier me begins. Then in 6 days the surgery will happen and I'll be on the real journey then, everything will go from working to that point to it being here and then working with my lap-band and using that tool to become the person I know is inside there under all this fat.
I'm so excited, and scared, thankful, and beyond anxious. Most of all though, I'm FUCKING READY! SO ready for this!
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About Me
FL
Location
56.5
BMI
Surgery
09/14/2011
Surgery Date
Dec 05, 2010
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