7 days post op

Feb 15, 2010

Well this has been so fun i have been so effn hungry its unreal.  My kids went to Carls Jr and I sat in the car and cried 1 reason because I was in pain but because I was so hungry I just wanted to eat food.  Isnt it funny that when were hungry or when im hungry the first thing I want to eat is junk food well anything i can get my hands on my food or my meals are never planned out there sparratic.  My husband was sad he said this is what we do we eat out together and when he said that  began to grieve for the way that I was or have been and suddenly I felt fat like really fat I never looked at myself as FAT well over weight to be nice about it.  I have been coming to terms and say goodbye to my old lifestyle and embracing this one since my surgery on 2/8/10 I have lost 11lbs I think maybe off by one.  To me it doesnt make anysense at all to put your body and your mind through this and not follow through with the intended goal.  I am still in a little pain I take my pain medicine evry 12 hours instead of every 6 hours im progressing slowly and im eating very little.  Broth,protein shakes,flavored water, mmmmmmmmmm yummy.  Today I get to yogurt and thick liquids yeah for me...

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