FIRST STEP

Dec 08, 2012

I got approval from my surgeon yesterday, and I am overcome! It's all begin to become more and more real.

I feel excited and scared, as one should. Scared because theres an underlying fear of change; a fear, I'm sure, everyone feels at this point. Things I have long grown comfortable with are not only going to change, but some habits will be gone forever. And that's were the excitement comes in. Change is the only thing that's going to get my healthy! Change is exactly what I need, and very importantly, want.

I'll be talking logistics with my parents later in the afternoon, and then what's left is to set a date, which I cannot wait to do. Once the date is set, the countdown begins! The new year may begin in a few weeks, but it's this countdown that i'm truly excited for!

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