3 months and lookin back

Dec 13, 2007

Well here we are 3 months past my surgery, my scars are healing, and almost unrecognizable as being painful at any point in the past, but trust me they are.  The memories of the hospital are there, but definetly not as sharp as they once were.  I am feeling better eating much less, and happy about it.  Loosing weight at a pretty steady pace and feeling good.  It seems like a lot has changed, its been a 1/4 of a year now since this lifechanging surgery, yet oddly enough it seems like I have completely grown to accept things as they are now with no worries or problems or sadness from the drastic changes.  I guess my mom always taught me to roll with the punches. 

I posted some 3 month pictures I have definetly changed size wise sense surgery.  I was struggling to get into a 28 jean, now my jeans are falling off!  My new slacks are 26's and they are a little big (I need a belt!) I purchased a pair of dockers that are a 24 and they fit a little too tight (give me a few weeks they will be cozy).  My tops went from a 26/28 (or 3X) to a 2X (some of which dont fit right) and to a 22/24 top.  I am still wearing some of my big clothing because it would cost just way to much to go buy new of everything, I already spent a good chunk of christmas money getting 6 or 7 nice shirts for student teaching, and a few pair of slacks.

I guess right now I am feeling like reflecting so much as it seems like so much has changed, but I have yet to feel like anything bad has happened.  I have been happy with all the changes, and I guess in a way that seems odd to me.  I know so many people have this surgery and they have difficulty with changes that they have had to go through.  (ie no coffee, or soda, or candy or sweets) I have had no problem giving up any of those things.  Maybe somethings wrong with me haha?  Or maybe I just over analize!!!

Anyway, I love you all and my 3 month pictures are up!
-Amanda


New Pictures

Nov 03, 2007

I posted some more pre-op pictures actually.  From the baseball game that Aaron and I went to for his birthday it was a surprise and the day before his birthday we had a blast.. :)

Plateau DIE DIE DIE!

Oct 25, 2007

So after I came home I went from 341 to 317 really quick around 2 to 3 weeks I dropped like a rock.  Then I just sat there at 317 for about 3 weeks.  I finally last week dropped from 317 to 211 pretty quick, so I think were back on the moving track YAY!!

So back on the way down we go.

Everything else is spiffy in life.  I am a happy girl.  I have therapist appointments still but I dont have to much going on there.  And I have my 6 week appointment today, I think they are going to lift all my food restrictions today. 

Honey I'm HOME!!!!!

Sep 18, 2007

HI everyone, I am home and back on the computer atleast for a little bit.  I wanted to come by and let everyone know that I am doing well.  I was released from the hospital on Friday at around 3pm.  Since I have been trying to sip my water eat my protien and get all my meds in.  I have a lot of meds right now seems like most my day is taking them haha.  I have my follow up with my PCP tomorrow and I will go in to have my staples removed on the 27th.  I have been so lucky so far I have not been nausious and have not had any puking problems.  I have stuck to my full liquid diet to the letter.  I have had applesauce, cottage cheese, yogurt, protein shakes, jello, and sf pop cicles.  I am hoping to try some thin oatmeal tomorrow.  I really appreciate what everyone said while I was still in the hospital, the words of encouragement were appreciated more than you know!


I am going to post some hospital pictures in a few minutes!!!!


Less Than 24 hours

Sep 10, 2007

Well here we are less than 24 hours before my surgery.  I am really excited and nervous, scared, and extatic.  I am very very tired because of the liquid diet thing, but I am managing.  I will not be around for a while after surgery any concerns or anything like that you can go to my husbands profile (hes my number 1 if you dont know) and leave him a message I will make him check his myspace, and get back to you!!!
Any messages of good will that you want to leave here I appreciate it and will be very happy to get all of them.
I will post again when I come home.

my myspace account for you to leave messages if you want :) www.myspace.com/babehs

Liquid Diet Day 2

Aug 28, 2007

So Yeah today id LD day two.  Yesterday was definetly some learning curve to this whole thing.  The stuff that i was required to order is VERY thick.  You can mix the shakes up with 4, 8 or 10oz of Milk.  I had been mixing them with 4 oz which makes a pudding and 8 oz which makes a thick shake.. OMG I felt like I was going to puke it was too thick I just gagged it down.  I have to eat 3 of them a day and one soup.  I picked Tomato and Ministroni, the tomato is okay it was kinda clumpy so I am going to have to figure out how to get the clumps out maybe thin it down with more water. 

So today I had my breakfast shake and I made it with 10oz of milk and that was easier.  I am using Organic Skim FF milk so its only 90calories for 8oz so 10 oz is only 112.5 calories.  Blah there is definetly a learning curve to this whole LD thing!

Should I move up my date?

Aug 24, 2007

I don't know what to do!!!!   They called and have a cancelation, and want to move my surgery up from the 18th to the 11th thats a week early.  I don't know what to do!!

I thought it might be better school wise because its earlier in the semester only a week into classes.  I just need some advice please!!

I called my husband and he was cool with it, (because of the time he has to take off from work.  I just called my best friend and I am waiting for a call back from her to see what she thinks.

I feel like a failure

Aug 09, 2007

So today I went to the baseball game.  I am about 6 weeks from surgery.  I am trying to eat right behave and all that good girl stuff.  and the whole time at the game all i could think about was FOOD.  Natchos, Alcohol, Popcorn, okay and anyway the list goes on.  I was getting so mad at myself for focusing on the darn food and not the game that I started to get a little emotional.  I am such a loser.  What is it about me that cant just enjoy a baseball game with out food.  I seriously need to get use to just enjoying a game because here in a few weeks there will be none of that stuff. 

And since I was wanting all that and telling myself that I couldnt/shouldnt have it, I started to get a little grumpy.  What is wrong with me that I start getting grumpy!!!  Is this normal?  I feel like a huge failure right now.  I need to take my focus off food.  I need to go to bed right now, but I hope that someone can say something that will help make sense out of this. 

Oh and after I got peved at myself for wanting food, I sat and like really tried to focus on the game and my husband thought i was mad, but i wasnt i was like darn it I am going to watch this game!

4 new pictures

Aug 07, 2007

I uploaded 4 more pictures of me some kinda stink but oh well its me haha

I got my date!!!!!!!!!!

Aug 06, 2007

I got my date!!!

I just got the call I was approved!!!!  I am a crying mess right now!!!

My Pre testing is August 29th and my date *drum roll please*  is Sept. 18th.

This brings up all kinds of problems because I am having surgery during the middle of the semester but I am just going to deal with it, I can't take a semester off at this point I am really close t finishing.  I hope that my teachers are really understanding and we can work out some distance learning thing. 


About Me
Lapeer, MI
Location
48.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
09/11/2007
Surgery Date
Jun 25, 2007
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