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So today was my first fill
Went in stepped on thier scale - down 7 pounds from the last time i was there  - which was 4 weeks ago - so that is 7 pounds lost in 4 weeks.  and I go for my second fill in another 4 weeks... So I am super excited to see how this fill goes and how much more weight comes off!!! i am gonna go to the gym tonight... First time in forever!  so excited to finally get back to gym also! 

OMG really... I have three days to go until i am BANDED!!!!! wow - it seems like it will never get here and then next thing I know... its here!  wow.  I never thought I would get through this liquid diet... I am proud to say that I have not cheated once on this at all.  That makes me think that i will get to my goal and that I can get there! so now just a last few shakes and and clear liquids then the BAND!  yeah!

So today is day 7 - SEVEN- that means I have made it through my first week!!! I can't believe it... I only have seven more days to go.  wait- that sounds scary and way to long... but this first week has seems to go by rather quickly -or did it???? Geez I dont know maybe i am just getting nerously excited becasue one week is done and in another week I will be there. 

January 17th is the day I started to set this process in motion.  That is the day i spent doing tons of research and making phone calls and setting up doctors appointments and doing more research.  boy oh boy i never though I would be here now looking at only 7 days to go. 

Well this seven days i have lost seven pounds so I feel like i have made the right decision an i am keeping my head up and looking toward the 15th! 

Talk to you all soon!
 

Wow - I am glad I joined this on-line forum... Every one here seems very encouraging.  That is soo nice.  Some people in my surroundings don't seem to understand the "struggle" of loosing weight.  Must be nice to not worry about what you eat and still have a nice figure.  Anyway, This is what I know I need to do to stop struggling and get in controll of my self...

Day six and I am thinking I am going to do well.  I am very impressed with my will power.  Yesterday was Labor Day, and a family cook out, Hamburgers, hotdogs, salads, beans, desserts... but I just had my chicken broth and shake.  and the hunger rumbling in my belly seems to be minimaul, I just have a sip of my crystal lite when it rumbles. 

9 days to go!!!!

Funny how your mind can play tricks on you... this liquid diet is difficult.  I knew it would be, but I also know I can do it.  And I will do it.  I have to do it.  I need to be in the right place when its time for my surgery.  13 More Days!!! I am soo excited but nervous at the same time.  its going to be a life change - it has been a life change - and it only day two of the liquid diet.  So back to my mind playing trick... Cravings... i never really had them, but now I am craving soooooo much and everything... today I even wanted a hotdog... - and I dont even like hotdogs HA!