Day 3...

Jun 20, 2009

Well yall it's been 3days since my surgery and I must say its not as easy for me as a lot of folks make it out to be. I've been having a a lot of gas pains, which I expected, but its harder to move than I expected. Gas-X does help a little but not a whole lot. The soreness is starting to ease up but at this moment its the gas thats making it hard to breath. This I know will pass but right now it seems like an eternity. So my mom is still here, she leaves tomorrow and I'm sad and glad at the same time. Right now she's standing behind me in the kitchen frying some fish, now I don't know if this is on purpose or what but who in the hell told her that surgery took my sense of smell away. I know that others have to eat and I can't get all upset but dang... I can't wait til she leaves so I can have a non-food smelling house. Last night it was BBQ chicken wings her and my so called BFF, the night before it was shrimp pasta, my favorite!! Are they trying to torture me or something? Are they trying to see how much will power I have or something?? I mean damn even if I wanted to right now I couldn't I'm only 3 days out of surgery I ain't about to hurt myself. Anyway is it normal to began to have mood swings?? I think I'm beginning to get really easily aggitated?? If so no one warned me of this. I don't feel really well, I'm gasy, I feel so alone in this, and now I don't even know if I'm hungry or not. As I sit here sipping on Crystal Light, trying to pass gas, I began to wonder, will I be successful??Or will this just be another drastic attempt to loose weight to no avail... I need yall right now OH family...I'm struggling and only 3 days out!!!

Help!!

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