Bexster
Downward spiral
Feb 18, 2011
Well, things are not going well. I stopped working out since my laser eye surgery, and i just never got back into it. I'm so angry at myself- i was working out 4-5 times a week, walking, even running! I was lifting weights and just getting in good shape. Now... i don't know, I've just completely lost it. Honestly i think it's because of the job I'm at. I mean, I'm at a new job with a couple women closer to my own age- one who lost quite a bit of weight several years ago- but i don't have any guys there that i want to look good for. I mean, at my last job there was a guy who kind of inspired me to keep fit, to look good for him so i could flirt around. Now... I have nobody.I know i'm supposed to do this for myself, and i want to. But still... sigh. I don't know. It's not like it matter what day i start, what time i start, what i do, how i do it, how long i do it, etc. I don't know why I can't get this through my head. I guess I just need to snap back into a decent frame of mind. Hopefully I can control myself when I'm in Vegas with my dad. It'll be 4 days of Sin City... hopefully i can be more angel than devil... we shall see.
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32.4
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Surgery
11/25/2008
Surgery Date
Jul 04, 2008
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