Linda S.
knee replacement and alone-ness
Aug 08, 2009
I should be getting my surgery date next week. I have no one here now. I have no friends as I have been basically a shut-in,except for dragging myself to work,and going through one illness to the next one.My Pookie will be alone,and I feel badly for this. I could no longer bend to my daughter as she became worse and so disrespectful. She has many lessons to learn.
Anyway,I shall leave Pookie's food in a feeder,and many bowls of water. If I am gone too long,I will have to ask the apartment manager to check on her. She has pads and a special place to go,but she will probably be so mad that I will have messes.
I hate leaving my baby alone,she is my best friend. I pray to all benevolent forces to get me in and out,for my baby.
I will tell my brother who lives in New Mexico,if I die,to ask the manager to take my dear Pookie,and I am leaving him plenty of money to take care of her,my insurance policy...smile.
If I get permanent disability,which I should get because I will never be well again,I will move to New Mexico,and be with my brother,his family and friends.
My daughter has cost me so much,including my last marriage,which I am happy to not be in.
I always placed her first,but it was for my grandchildren,she has used this on me for years,plucking me dry.
She has never had a job for over 9 months in her entire life. They say she is bi-polar,I say she is evil.
Oh,I have lost 317 pounds.
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About Me
PHOENIX, AZ
Location
25.1
BMI
Surgery
11/09/2006
Surgery Date
Jul 06, 2006
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