carlabradshaw
more dates
Feb 23, 2012
Ok so I just received via email more appointment dates....Feb 29/12.....Dr.Hagen
Mar 20/12....Bypass class
April 11/12... Registered Nurse, Registered Dietitian,
and Social worker.
April 18/12...Dr.Hagen (hopefully will get my surgery date at this time)
So I am hoping by May or June I can have the surgery!!!
I am a little worried about the surgery. I wrote letters to both my kids, my husband and my sister JUST IN CASE! For some reason this surgery is the one I am scared I will die from. Having 2 kids I wasn't scared and one was natural the other was an emergency c-section, breast reduction not scared, but this one I am very scared and worried. I have so many emotions going through me right now. I am scared, worried, excited (new beginning), happy, sad, anxious. I don't know how many others have been scared of dying, I know I can't be the only one but man it is scary. I know it is for the best but I can't help but be a little apprehensive about the whole thing, I mean it is major surgery even if it is laparoscopic, they are re-arranging so much inside me. Guess I am just going to have to get over the worry and do what will make me healthy.
