EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

Jun 15, 2010

Hello there didnt want to publically post this to personal well my topic says it all im a emotional rollercoaster financially and emotional im behind on bills my bf is helping as much as can i dont have anyone to turn to i HATE asking people for money it always backfires. im not focused enough physically im frustrated cant go the gym cause i owe them and other gyms are so expensive.im tapped out for rest of the month so yeah not doing so good. i can eat 5 or 6 oatmeal cookies and nto feel sick and that scares me i have to be careful how i act when km stressed i am however havent turned to alchol with i normally would im just stuck i dont feel i get the attention my bf should give me but i dont kow if its me i have been thinking of someone i cant habe so im just stuck i dont want to say to much to him because theres a fine line. Im just like what the hell i thought when i got my own soot id feel better and im always tired and i know that its because im not exercising i cant buy new sneaks cause i havent paid my rent i feel like im loosing it right now.. trying to breath and tell myself it will work out.. but dam i need a breather ive been thru shit the past few years i feel that im finally getting a handle on things and fall behind i cant catch up. i called an agency today to see if they can help me with ny rent i hope so. so yeah im so emotional and its dragging me down ..... tomorrow is a new day . my birthday is next week and have no interst

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