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It's been forever.

I just turned 21. I have an amazing boyfriend who has been with me for almost 6 months and we're completely in love. I'm about 180 on a good day. Still going to the gym 6-7 days a week but my diet sucks :(

I'm in a great place in my life and I am so happy.

Everything in my life has changed so much since my last update in August.  I met a guy names Jake in November and we were hooking up in December until I left for Hawaii in January. When I came back we got together once but it ended badly because we didn't want the same things but in May we reconnected and hooked up twice and for now we are just friends but it definitely has changed my life for the better.  I finished up my sophomore year and am moving to main campus in August! I also passed my PRAXIS exam and am now officially an Elementary Education major :) I'm maintaining my weight at 190 but I really would like to be in the 180s or lower by the time summer is over and I'm the Big (or little ;)) Girl on Campus!  I love my friends and everything is going great! I had to get my appendix out over Easter weekend and one of the sugeons from my Bypass group came and did it for me but other than that, no complications from surgery!

I love my life :D

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Casey

wow.

it is such an unreal feeling to finally be 197lbs. I don't even believe it and sometimes I still see the 242 pound girl. But I know that I look different and I can wear smaller sizes and I can do so much more. I haven't been 197lbs since at least maybe 7th or 8th grade. Its crazy! Like THAT IS HOW MUCH I WEIGH?? ONE hunderd and ninety seven?? I cannot WAIT to go to the doctor!

But, on that note, my band is definitely deeeeeefinitely too tight. I have reflux and heartburn and I'm throwing up a lot, like everyday. I am hardly able to choke down water. No fear, OH, my appt. is on Thursday and I am definitely going to let my Dr. know that I need help, because I've been in some pain.

I'm on vacation this week though!! That means I can give you my plans for the rest of the time until schooly starts :)

Today- Gym, shopping, make hair appt. , maybe pool!
Tuesday- Gym, probably more shopping :) and pool!
Wednesday- Gym, pool!
Thursday- Doctor! yay! then babysitting from 9-3
Friday- Gym, Get bloodwork, get hair done, hopefully will see The Final Destination movie!
Saturday- Gym, BBQ at greggy's house
Sunday- Gym, hopefully going to Arcadia with Ash to see her apt. and help move in!
Monday- Gym, get books, get parking pass, get everything ready! (might have to switch with Wednesday if I go to Arcadia cause I'll prob just stay there)
Tuesday- First Day of School!!!!

English - 9:30 to 10:45
Spanish - 11 to 12:15 (where I will see my crush, ugh, who is back with his ex, and I am SO over it)
Social Deviance - 1:15 to 4

Wednesday - Second Day!
Psychology - 9:30 to 10:45
Physical Science - 3:00 - 4:15

I can't wait for school!

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Casey

i weighed in at 200.0 lbs today! I'm so excited and it is almost unreal!

I know that my scale and my doctor's scale are about 3 lbs off, though but even still I weighed 211.8 a month ago and I'll take 203 anyday!! I know that I DEFINITELY cannot weigh more than 211.8 when I go in there next week.

I was supposed to go to my Nurse Practitioner tomorrow but I couldn't get off of work, so I am going September 11th, which is good and bad. I want to know how much I weigh and my measurements! the last time I was there, I was 222.5! and that was April, so I'm itching to see what my measurements are now!! Oh well, that just means that I will be skinnier in September!

I'm almost done working for 5 months! Next week is my last week at work, then I have a 8 day vacation, and its back to school, which I am pretty excited about! In boy news, I'm basically over Cody. He is still my friend, but I have just come to the conclusion that it isn't going to happen and I'd rather investmy time in finding someone who likes me rather than making someone like me. I'm too cute for him, anyway! hahaha

So, thats about it! I'll let everyone know how my dr. appts go!

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Casey

wow, haven't updated this thig in like a month!

i'm losing slowly, I only lost 2lbs this month. But I've given myself the goal of when I get to onederland, I want to get a tattoo of a princess crown with the Chanel logo on top (because my initials are CC)

I want to get it on my hip, so I have to be comfortable showing it to people and stuff! My goal my change from onederland to like being 150 haha, but I def am serisously considering getting this tat! I found this pic online:








i only like the crown part, and not the name underneath or anything. so yeah, thats it!

let me know what you think!

lovelovelove

Casey
 

NOTE: if you read this long thing, I love you! Please leave me a comment so I know someone reads this thing!

So, my 19th birthday was on Sunday and I probably had the best birthday ever!!

I'll give everyone a recap:

Thursday:
Took my last final!!
Went to dinner with my friends and reconnected with one friend who I used to be very good friends with in elementary school.

Friday:
Worked and saw my friend Ashley.

Saturday:
had the best day ever!!
Here is the story haha:
So Thursday, we were studying for our Anthropology test and I was telling him how I wasn't really doing anything the weekend of my brithday because my one friend who I thought would throw me a party was going to Atlantic City.  So, we had just returned our books and gotten like $200 back each, so I said how I wanted to go shopping at like American Eagle and he said that he wanted to go to the outlets to get clothes. Then he said "Lets go to the Outlets this weekend" and I didn't really take it seriously but was like "Yeah, we should!" So then we take our Anthro test and everything and he makes a few jokes about how he won't go to the beach with me if I'm mean to him and stuff. So, then we walk to my car after the test and he says something about the beach again and I'm like "I'm serious, do you want to go?" and he was like "yeah, lets go! We should leave at like 10 and I want to go on the beach and the bordwalk too" so I was like okay! yay!
 

Then, I didn't hear from him Saturday until I texted him saying "beach tomorrow!" and he said "yeah, its happening" then I was like "oh, i though you'd cancel on me" and he just said "nah" so I was still pretty aprehensive that everything would work out and we would go, but I got up early on Saturday and he texted me saying "We should just meet at my house, since it is on the way" and so I was so excited!!! So I go to his house and pick him up. Then we went to the gas station and he bought me a water (and I totally think all of the little things he does are cute because no one EVER does anything for me haha) and then we were on our way. When we got to the beach (It is like an hour to an hour and a half drive from his house), we went to the Old Navy outlet first and he bought some shirts and as we were leaving this guy honked at me because I didn't go when I could have, and my crush got all like defensive and called the guy an asshole. I was like, awww no one ever sticks up for me. Then we went to the American Eagle outlet. I was trying on a dress (which I bought and wore for my bday!) and when I came out he said to me "Do you want to go see a movie when we get home?" uhmmm HELL YEAH!!!!!! so i was like "sure!"

After we left American Eagle, we went to the beach and on the boardwalk. That was fun, we just kinda talked and walked and he got fries and I got an ice cream cone (which was deliciousss!). Then we drove home and on the drive, his friend, Kyle, texted him (I had never actually talked to this friend, but I have heard all about him and he is in my crush's band and I've seen him before...and we are friends on FB haha) and said to tell me Happy Birthday, so Cody asked me if it was okay if Kyle went to the movies with us and I was like, yeah sure. We went to Cody's house first though and I met his cousin and her husban who were super nice.  So we went and saw Terminator which was reallllly good! And then we all went back to Cody's again and tried to find something to do and I got us invited toa party. We all went and I got super drunk and Cody and Kyle sang me happy birhday and it was just such a good night!

So yes, that was my Caseyfest09 extravaganza!

In weight-loss news, the morning of my Birthday I weighed 209!! but that was on sunday and now, on Tuesday I'm back at 213. ughhh! I got a fill today though, so I'm excited and I'm hating this liquid diet. I'm tried of typeing so I'll talk to everyone later

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Casey

so i was 211.7 for a day, and I haven't been anywhere under 213 this whole week, usually i'm 214 or 215! ughh this weight NEEDS to come off! I was 217 at the doctor 2 weeks ago.

I still think I am eating too much, anywhere from 1300 to 1500 cals a day. I am going to the doctor next friday, so I will definitely be getting a fill and I think I'll have 7ccs in my band then. I exercise at least 5 times a week though for 30-45 mins, so I don't know what else I can do.  Thinking back to when I lost weight before, I was eating 1600 cals a day and exercising and got to 207, so why can't I do it now? I'm just reallly frustrated!

I threw up for the first time today, too. It was totally my fault. I was eating cheese waaay too fast and I felt it get stuck so I thought maybe water would help it go down. Yeah, no. I srank a few sips then felt the most intense pressure and knew I was going to throw up. It was a weird feeling, because I didn't feel nauseated. Just pain.

Oh well, lesson learned!!

No new boy news, really. Well, there is one little cute story about how we talked in the parking lot at school for 2 hours straight on Thursday. He basically told me his life story and all about his past. It just made me want to hug him because even though he had a REALLY shitty childhood, he still turned otu to be a wonderful guy.  Lately, he has been kinda attitude-y with me. Like today, we were supposed to go to the library so we could study for bio.  I was going to go at 1 no matter when he was ready or not and I had woken up at like 11:45.  He texted me at 12 asking if I wanted to study and I said, "Yeah, I'm gonna go in like an hour" and he texted me back saying "were you gonna let me know?'

OBVIOUSLY I was going to let him know!!! Ughhh! i just said "Eventually, yeah. I still gotta take a shower"

And then, because there was a parade on the street near th library, like allll of the streets were closed and I ended up going on like a closed street so I could get to the lib but I guess he couldn't and so he texted me and told me he was just going to go home. So, I had to study alone. great. fabulous. ughh! I hate boys!

This is my last week of class though! yayyy! I have bio exam tomorrow that will determine if I have to take my bio final or not, then I take my last exam in Sociology on tuesday, Spanish Final on Friday, Geography exam on tuesday, possible bio exam on wednesday, then my anthro (with my boy) on thursday and I'm DONNEEEEEE MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE!!! Its so crazy! I love college and I've had one of the best years of my life, academically and friendship wise!

Alright, I'll talk to everyone after finals!!

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Casey

I weighed 211.8 this morning! I haven't weighed that since my junior prom, which was what I first started dieting for. 

I can remember getting to 201 for one day then I was 207 until I gained it all back in the summer after junior year.

This is incredible!!

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Casey

sooooo boring!

all i did was eat! and sit around!

I have eaten almost 1500 cals! ughhhhhhh!!!

i cannot wait to go to school tomorrow so I can have something to do!

Here is the events of this week :)

Monday: School,  Work, payday, 3 months out!
Tuesday: Take my car to get fixed, Honors Awards Night! I get to see my baby then too :)
Wednesday: School, Geography essay due, Work yuckk.
Thursday: School, YMAEWK SHOW!!! sooooooo excited!!!!!!!!
Friday: Spanish class in the a.m., Valencia at 4!!!
Saturday: Dunno! Prob something for Mothers day/my sister's birthday
Sunday: My crush's show at this little place!


So thankfully this week will be SOO much better than the past one!

I'll let you know!

lovelovelove

Casey

I wore an Old Navy size MEDIUM shirt on Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!

I am so HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I weighed 215.1 on Tuesday too!

fuck boys, I love my band!!!

I go to the doctor on Friday and I'll probably get another fill to 6ccs, hopefully 6 will be the magic number!!

Tuesday I have to take my car to get fixed and Tuesday night I have an awards ceremony to go to because my Professor gave me an Honors award for Sociology!!

Thursday I go to see You, Me, and Everyone We Know in Philly!! Then Friday is Valencia at UD (if it isn't cancelled because of the swine flu!!!!)

I'm so excited. I can't wait until summer time and getting skinny!

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Casey