chele514
3 months post-op
May 15, 2010
1 month and 7 lbs down. I could be depressed, BUT I opt for I'm goin down. YEA.!! I 1 lb at a time closer to my goal. This past month as been a struggle with getting the lbs down, but I've started journaling not as consistant as I should be way way better than I have ever had in the past and even just with that I am satisfied. I've also be exercising. I started with just walking on the treadmill and then I started weight training and now I'm at a point because with weight is not coming down, I'm wondering if I should be lifting weights. So, I'm lots of that is contributing to the lack of weight loss. This 5/17/10, I am starting a BOOTCAMP at my gym. It's a 6 week program. I'm very excited. I got just a lil taste yesterday and it's going to be awesome!Having the surgery was about weight loss, however going into this I wanted to work out other issues that I've dealt with most of my life. I wanted to become a better "whole" person. Because I know the weight loss is not going to change the problems that are currently going on and what will go on. I've been doing a lot of working and praying. This month has been such a challenge with some current friends. I feel good and feel more powerful in my life decisions. I've been more vocal in what I feel and how I feel "it" should be.....and I have to say without a tear or taking the blame on myself, which is something I've always done. I don't want to be a mean person, but I've been told that I will probably get to that "mean" stage and bounce back to a middle ground. It's hard to think of me as being mean, because I've never ever been mean. I've always been the happy and nice fat girl. Isn't that amazing. I just want to be who I am suppose to be and not because society dictates because of my color or size. I'm glad to be seeing my doc and going to my support groups. What a world of difference. If you're not going, my advice......GO!
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About Me
GA
Location
34.3
BMI
Surgery
02/16/2010
Surgery Date
Jul 19, 2009
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